As I

As I sit here

I think about you

I think of the time we have spent together

I think of your pain I know you will never be mine

I wish you knew how much it hurts

As I sit in my room

I think of you

With my music

Blaring in my ears

As I listen

I wish I could give you happiness

I wish I knew your pain

So I could take it away

As I think of you

I also think of her

She is my friend

I hate myself for what I’ve done

As I sit here

I think of my pain and ways to end it

I think of murder, suicide and so much more

I want it to end now.

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